I am losing it...Im no longer strong as i thought...still comparing myself with others, who am i 2 do so?! Is scout losing me or is it me losing scout?? i am very tired...i do not hv the ability 2 control and focus...wad happen 2day made me sure of tis decision. My rank...hahah...wad a laugh...i am not born 2 do tis i guess. Im still the same old me, sitting alone in the linkway waiting and hoping ppl will take notice of me, saying sth to me, but i am still the one tt say i wan 2 be alone...ke bei...
''U need 2 treat someone like how u wanted them 2 treat u...'' JOKE! guess i am tired of everything...the useless ranks, the names, the responsibility, the ppl, scout...I JUS WAN TO LEAVE ALL TIS BEHIND...i dont wan it