A Night To Remember! 11/7/08

It all happen yesterday! Actually it is a happy and sad day together.

Sad thing happened after my swimming class, my parents picked me up and sent me home as I need to pick up my sister from the school bus. Not long after I reached home, my father came back in a VERY angry mood as my mother scolded him for 'no reason' again. And he said he wanted a divorce. My family means the MOST to me and this really hurts me. And a funny thing is I called Yan and asked her if I wanted to run-away from home, can I stay where she lives?!

At 5.45 p.m. , my mother came and drive me to school again as we have a Art Fest and everyone must be there. On the way there, I confronted my mother on what happen to daddy and she said that he always do the same mistakes and left the family burden for her to carry and so on. Of course I cried on the way there.

After I reached class, I walked to the toilet and cried really badly cause after that I saw my face is really red! And Charlene and Jia Yuan saw me and asked if I cried, I told them I played with the performers make-up. They are not stupid and didn't believe and knew I cried.

Later we moved down to sit at the stage, I felt better by then. Cause the Jia Yuan liked a guy from 3E2. So she tried to find a sit that is near him and she did, But she also sat behind the guy I liked as well. So I tried to move and sit with her but I can't.

The performance started and it is really impossible to see with all the Sec. 4 in front of us, so I moved up a level up (level 2). It's better but not really well, and just then the disciplinary master asked us to move a level up. GREAT! (8.00 p.m.)

I then moved to the middle where I can see everything easily. Not long later, Wee Keong and Jun Shan (scout ventures) came and joined me caused they saw me alone.(I am really glad they came as I was about to cry again.) Wee Keong asked why I looked so sad, who bullied me, he is going to beat the person up. I said you are unable to beat them up cause they are my parents :[]

Not long later, more and more scouts came and joined us :). AND the guy I liked came up too (with his friends). He stands 4 people away from me. And over time, he has stand beside me and moved away again, and together again. And 'we' did something secretly...or is it I think only I did. That is when we wanted to move away like to go toilet or find a friend, 'we' would leave our bag behind for someone there to help to take care, to show that 'I will be back, wait for me.'

There is one sentence that I really regretted that I said, and that is when Wee Keong wanted to find one guy in scout but he is born in the colour of dark chocolate, so I said to Wee Keong it will be hard to find him. And I got told off by him. And some of the scouts like Zi Qian and Meng Kiat are great entertainers and jokers when you are feeling down. They tried to pull Jun Shan's pants off and they pulled Wee Keong's hair which landed them in hot soup as they got beaten by him. Hahahaha. And they both beat each other up somethimes.

All that is really so much fun. And REALLY I am really grateful as when I was feeling down, I have someone caring for me. Plus the guy I liked had been 'hiding' away from me. So it is really a mixed feeling day for me.

After I reached home (fetched by my mother from Jurong MRT [10.10 p.m.]) my father told me that he will not do anything stupid and will not have a divorce. YEAH!!!!!

After all this, I found that friends is really important.

THANKS WEE KEONG!