我的未来！

今天又去了Mt Faber走走了，不过不是我带人，而是被带。是和会和我明年同班（一半）去走的。没想到会和Michelle, Joanne, Veron, Sin Yee, Famidha, William, Novin, Jian Rong, Nicholas, Ivan, Justin...same class! 现在不用七月就已经被灵缠身咯！开玩笑！会和原本相处两年的人分开，感觉怪怪的（当然啦！废话！！）。不过和我的frenenemy分开，会有些的舍不得耶。我看像是降级了，不过事实上我和A Maths又不合，所以也就去不了e1 and e2了啦（至少是这么安慰自己的。。）。
我不要让自己委屈的跟在一个不会领情的人的屁股后，多孬啊！我的未来我会自己创造！今天玩游戏，牵了好多人的手哦，粘粘的。而且发现了我的trainer的味道，是和我那只大猫（yanzhi）一模一样的。臭死我了哦！我也拿了个超级无敌大的水壶，也就成为今天的watercooler了。哈哈。。。希望我的未来是有光在照亮的！

wads on!

2moro got the sec 2 day camp, haixz...must bring mestin also leh. But i think of bringing jack-knife as well, become scout until 'siao' liao la...haha. then also think of bring extra clothes & is put in ziplock 1 leh. All is sister island camp make one lor! i going 'siao' liao lor. HOW!

lately

school is damm bloody boring...haixz...now i noe why they always wan 2 ask students hv creativity cause teachers and HOD have none. All the activities really kns sia. MEN!!! rather stay home or help at office lo! but if got $$ related activities then no choice la, slacking at scouts lately, holiday mood still not off yet. but hope will start working hard laio la. but trip so ex bothered of wether 2 go or not leh,how? $$$

放不下

我不想放不下，可是心里不懂为什么就是有一丝牵挂，绘制不去。想着以前的一切，怎样都会有一些不舍。你真的离开了吗？为什么还出现来打扰我的思绪呢？怀念，想念，遗憾，后悔，难过，妒嫉。。。的感觉缠着我不放，我是不是真的放不下？

可是我有自信，只要我愿意，世上没有我蔡馥茗做不到的事！就像我的学业一样！

stress!!!!

how? i am starting to feel afraid tt how my maths and science will end up...and i am stupidly giving myself extra pressure by finding myself a invisible rival. very funny right! wo you zai pa...how...i don wan 2 go 2 'N'. Wishing tt my last minute effort would hv a little pay off. Just get a pass is already very good for me...JIA YOU LA!

lin lai sui is also taking up a lot of stess from chu xing, but she hv liang by her side to support her. hope i can also handle tis upcoming pressure...