报应：[

我算也是得到报应了吧！I miss my bus to go Kallang and have my Dragonboat SEP class. I do not mind missing but I also 得到报应了吧。2 classes cost $7.50, so ex. but the sad thing is that I also made Ah Ni miss the bus. So 好人有好报，坏人有坏报，是不能不信的。

Good or Bad??

I made someone cry today, dont noe good thing or not. Haha (sian) Cause I wu liao and go disturb people by molesting them and I played guo tou le. Cham liao la. But when I dont want to disturb anymore, then she come and tell me I did not touch her. I hate to be dared and she still do it, so cant blame on me also lah. Dont noe wad to do, but I dont feel VERY sorry as well.....

Bad Memories!!!

There is a ultra unofficial debate today about is technology causing declination to the society. I am the 3rd speaker of the proposition team and my job is to sum up our groups' points and to rebut on the opposition's speakers. The other 2 of my members was Famidha and Sadika. And the seniors that is helping our group is Faye, Raga and Theon....:[

Well after everything, my group lost. Not very well surprised actually. Cause it is very obvious. I am more and more thinking that maybe debating is not my thing. Well I will not give up so soon!

气死我咯！

After the yogurt science today, Jia Yuan, 1e3 girl and I wanted to walk to school but greatly they don't know take what bus. There is MRT but they don't want to take and I don't have money in Ez-link. So after we reach Jurong Entertainment Centre I left them as my house is near there.
Later I walked to the library as my father said he will pick me up there. (4.15 p.m.~)
I left my bag in the locker 15 and went to the 3rd floor. 1st reason: To see if my parents are coming; 2nd reason: To see 'him' cause I know he always walk pass there when he needs to go home. hehe!

I sat there reading '野蛮女生' for 2 whole hours neither my parents nor 'he' came. At 6.10 p.m. , my parents came to pick me up and wanted me to go to the main door and wait. While waiting for them, I know to give up cause I waited 2 hours for him. Few minutes later, my parents came and I saw 'HIM'! Ahhhhhhhh.........! 我做了什么事，要得到这种事。非要让我要走前看到他.。天啊！To not make myself regret, I wave to him. And he wave back. :]

Is Heaven having a game with me, or wants to disturb me for fun?! heh.....

Be Happy!!!

''You will surely forget your trouble, recalling it only as waters gone by.'' JOB 11:17
There will always be trouble in your life, so never take it too hard as there will always be sweetness after the sour and bitter. Everyone should not give-up when there is sour and bitter or you not be able to taste the sweetness in your life. So Must Smilez Alwayz

Finishing The Worst!

Yea yea yea! I finished my speech. So ultra happy. We did a preliminary round then a official round. The preliminary, the judge was: Abby, Roshini, Joy and Mrs Ho. We have to pick our order. 1-4 as there is Sadika, Famidha, Nicole and ME! Famidha was 1st, Nicole 2nd, Sadika 3rd and obviously I was the last which was good as I was not very well prepared. :} Their topic is the following:
Famidha: Most Terrifying Moment6
Nicole: Why we need homework?
Sadika: Think of others (Africa Teenagers)
Me: Do Singapore need foreign talent?
My bad points are reading too fast, no eye-contact and grammar problem.
The offical round came 2 other judges. Ryan and Theon! They did add on to my stress especially Theon...But luckily I have Joy (God-sister 3e3) helped me on my speech and re-write it, so it turned out SO much shorter! After my speech, I got comments and most of them is Positive! One of it is that I have a debater style of talking which is rare in a sec. 1.
^_^ Things Don't Turn Out That Bad After All! ^_^

Thinking.....

Do not let a person be the priority in your life when you just become a option in theirs. When your life is in darkness, think of your family and those who love you, you will feel that you are never lonely. Find your priority in life but not let it controls your life and trap you in your own torture. Let the memories be happy and let the sad ones flow away and be erase from your life.
Your life should never be left blank. Let those around you to add colours in it. SO SMILE EVERYDAY!

Back!

Yo! Just came back from swimming class. Not that tiring today than the 1st time. After swimming, Jia Yuan, Charlene and me go back to school. And I saw 'him'. Great, and Charlene called him! *_*'' And he answered back.
After he left, Charlene and I go home too. I saw him, again. (VERY far away!) Charlene took bus and I took MRT. I found out that he was there too! heh......So after taking MRT, I chased after the bus and came home. BYE!

Oh No...!

I have maths test tomorrow! Ahhh......HELP! Maths is my worst subject of all, what should I do? Tell me anyone.

Believe

Gundam Seed DESTIN...

I just suddenly felt that I should have more faith in what I joined like debate and scout.

A Night To Remember! 11/7/08

It all happen yesterday! Actually it is a happy and sad day together.

Sad thing happened after my swimming class, my parents picked me up and sent me home as I need to pick up my sister from the school bus. Not long after I reached home, my father came back in a VERY angry mood as my mother scolded him for 'no reason' again. And he said he wanted a divorce. My family means the MOST to me and this really hurts me. And a funny thing is I called Yan and asked her if I wanted to run-away from home, can I stay where she lives?!

At 5.45 p.m. , my mother came and drive me to school again as we have a Art Fest and everyone must be there. On the way there, I confronted my mother on what happen to daddy and she said that he always do the same mistakes and left the family burden for her to carry and so on. Of course I cried on the way there.

After I reached class, I walked to the toilet and cried really badly cause after that I saw my face is really red! And Charlene and Jia Yuan saw me and asked if I cried, I told them I played with the performers make-up. They are not stupid and didn't believe and knew I cried.

Later we moved down to sit at the stage, I felt better by then. Cause the Jia Yuan liked a guy from 3E2. So she tried to find a sit that is near him and she did, But she also sat behind the guy I liked as well. So I tried to move and sit with her but I can't.

The performance started and it is really impossible to see with all the Sec. 4 in front of us, so I moved up a level up (level 2). It's better but not really well, and just then the disciplinary master asked us to move a level up. GREAT! (8.00 p.m.)

I then moved to the middle where I can see everything easily. Not long later, Wee Keong and Jun Shan (scout ventures) came and joined me caused they saw me alone.(I am really glad they came as I was about to cry again.) Wee Keong asked why I looked so sad, who bullied me, he is going to beat the person up. I said you are unable to beat them up cause they are my parents :[]

Not long later, more and more scouts came and joined us :). AND the guy I liked came up too (with his friends). He stands 4 people away from me. And over time, he has stand beside me and moved away again, and together again. And 'we' did something secretly...or is it I think only I did. That is when we wanted to move away like to go toilet or find a friend, 'we' would leave our bag behind for someone there to help to take care, to show that 'I will be back, wait for me.'

There is one sentence that I really regretted that I said, and that is when Wee Keong wanted to find one guy in scout but he is born in the colour of dark chocolate, so I said to Wee Keong it will be hard to find him. And I got told off by him. And some of the scouts like Zi Qian and Meng Kiat are great entertainers and jokers when you are feeling down. They tried to pull Jun Shan's pants off and they pulled Wee Keong's hair which landed them in hot soup as they got beaten by him. Hahahaha. And they both beat each other up somethimes.

All that is really so much fun. And REALLY I am really grateful as when I was feeling down, I have someone caring for me. Plus the guy I liked had been 'hiding' away from me. So it is really a mixed feeling day for me.

After I reached home (fetched by my mother from Jurong MRT [10.10 p.m.]) my father told me that he will not do anything stupid and will not have a divorce. YEAH!!!!!

After all this, I found that friends is really important.

THANKS WEE KEONG!

VERY BUSY! :O

I am REALLY busy lately!
Monday: 4.45 p.m. - 6.30 p.m. Debate CCA
Tuesday: 4.30 p.m. - 6.30 p.m. Arabic ( Bishan MOELC )
Wednesday: 2.00 p.m. - 6.00 p.m. Dragonboat ( Kallang )
Thursday: 4.30 p.m. - 6.30 p.m. Arabic ( Bishan MOELC )
Friday: 11.20 p.m.- 12.45 p.m. Swimming
My my, and not to mention about all the homework I am given and the tests are coming up!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.....! What am I suppose to do?

OH NO!! CHAM LIAO

Next Monday I need to write a speech and say it in front of my debate CCA seniors and juniors! All the sec. 1 have to do the same thing. XIAO! How can one, we don't have a coach teaching us all the while and now we have to prepare a speech that is about 5 minutes long. And all the seniors are giving us comments! CHAM LIAO LA! (The 'sai' color represent my feeling now)